It is too much to be asked?

 Nobody wished to start a new year with someone new . I wished to start my new year with existing love that I have   … I wished ….. and I pray . I made efforts .I travelled thousand of miles to be this heart broken . 

To be ignored .. 

it’s true that not every wishes would be grant . . . right? 

I don’t cry .. even though I feels very sad . I throw all my feelings in cup of coffees every day . Nobody notice .